IM ramblings...other person's reply cut out

ZzDarkStarzZ86 (10:11:11 PM): i hate my life, i want to die so badly
ZzDarkStarzZ86 (10:11:15 PM): im tired of the hurt
ZzDarkStarzZ86 (10:11:19 PM): of feeling alone
ZzDarkStarzZ86 (10:11:29 PM): of having no friends here
ZzDarkStarzZ86 (10:11:41 PM): of not even being allowed to cut
ZzDarkStarzZ86 (10:12:03 PM): of all the expectations of me
ZzDarkStarzZ86 (10:12:10 PM): of the pressure
ZzDarkStarzZ86 (10:12:24 PM): of being fat and disgusting and worthless
ZzDarkStarzZ86 (10:12:28 PM): im just so sick of it
ZzDarkStarzZ86 (10:12:32 PM): i want to cut
ZzDarkStarzZ86 (10:12:37 PM): i dont want to give it up
ZzDarkStarzZ86 (10:12:40 PM): i deserve the hurt
ZzDarkStarzZ86 (10:12:45 PM): its my own damn fault
ZzDarkStarzZ86 (10:13:13 PM): its my only release
ZzDarkStarzZ86 (10:13:22 PM): and now my therapist is pissed at me
ZzDarkStarzZ86 (10:13:28 PM): and my doctors are mad
ZzDarkStarzZ86 (10:13:37 PM): and i just want to crawl up into a little ball and die
ZzDarkStarzZ86 (10:14:08 PM): because they've broken my spirit and no one is surprised
ZzDarkStarzZ86 (10:14:43 PM): im tired of being alone and hurt
ZzDarkStarzZ86 (10:17:30 PM): i want to have control and they've taken it all away from me
ZzDarkStarzZ86 (10:17:37 PM): and i can't handle that
ZzDarkstarzZ86 (10:17:45 PM): and nothing is fair, nothing in life is fucking fair