little update

so life still sucks (royally). im still having su thoughts. nothing new. body memories. go to work. i have off friday so i can have therapy and also just cuz they didnt schedule me. i worked 45 extra minutes today. my body aches (besides the body memories). I'm making friendships with my coworkers sorta. its nice to talk to people that don't live in way station. well, i have to go take a shower and hope i don't cut because the impulses are strong tonight. i will try not to for D and S and just because it would make my mom sad and mess up my chances of ever wearing short sleeves to work. i'll hold on for just one more night, <3,






-(a very hopeless) molliebear