help me

im sick and tired of cleaning and fighting. i want to move out so badly it hurts. i need to save $$ to get an apartment or get one with a roommate. I want to cut, im having su fantasies and i want to give up, it SUCKS. I hate my life right now and I just want to push down on the blade just a little bit harder. i hate this world. somebody get me out of here. don't worry, im not going to act on any of the su stuff, i just need to write it out. <3,





-molliebear