New Computer, yay

J and D are fighting again. It really plucks my nerves. I’m on a new computer though and it’s nice. :) I was a little bummed I didn’t get to talk to Dawnie-pooh-pooh-kiss-kiss as much as I’d have liked. I had a nice little Christmas with my grandma, she’s so sweet. We almost couldn’t say grace because it was emotional with out my Aunt there. It felt like a big empty void and my eyes were fixed on the empty chair at the table. We got through it without much crying. I’ve been thinking a lot about my dad recently. Not necessarily bad thoughts, just wondering what he’s doing and how he lives with himself knowing what he did, or rather more likely denying and lying to himself about what he did. Not much else to say, Family Guy and stuff isn't on because of the god damn football bullshit. We're watching Fight Club though. I don't want tomorrow to be Monday. I'm just tired of everything. I want to live with my mom again, or at least spend the night there on weekends. Well, i should go, i have nothing else to say really...