GDMF idiots

yeah, so my mom called Georgia. Of course they come up with a million things to work on with the crappy t that will "help". Well gee, if she was really all that helpful would i still feel the need to go to the hospital?? If talking to staff doesn't work either, why do it? I don't trust any of them really except for Melissa and she's been off sick. I feel hurt- betrayed almost. My mom didn't believe *me*- the best judge of my feelings, she trusted a person she hasn't even spoken to but a few times. I feel so shitty right now. I don't feel safe, and no one understands the damage i can do to myself. no one takes it seriously and no one understands except for 1 person and she's IP. Write more later....maybe.