yes, i do happen to be alive, why thank you for that realization

I feel so tired, i wanna watch this movie but i have freaking work tomorrow, have to get up early and whatnot. im one step away from going IP. the parts are all upset and in disagreement. self injury thoughts and ED shit controlling my thoughts. it sucks. bulimic eating chocolate= fucking dumbass me. too tired to say more, will write tomorrow or sunday.