fucking A

Yet again the loud girls are at the library. I'd be on my own computer but we're at the library anyhow so I figured I'd post. I feel like I'm just a few steps away from IP. I'm inches close to SI. The ED is doing shitty today, and in general it was just a bad day. Nothing particularly bad happened, it's more like nothing good happened. I miss Sam!!! I hope we go to Starbucks tonight (ED binge talking there) so I can get a strawberries n' creme. I'm worried about paying Way Station their money from my checks. I had to ask my mom if I could borrow 200$ to catch up. I need a job soon, but it's like a cycle, i get the money and way station takes half and i somehow end up owing money to them and it sucks. Okay, how do you get out of a conversation that you don't want to participate in? Just get up and walk away? I don't want to be rude or anything. GEEZ- another person asked me if im pregnant. fuck starbucks, we're not eating dinner tonight. fucking A!