Hello Dawnie-pooh-pooh-kiss-kiss (and sam if she's reading) I would've stayed up later but I had to work today at 8am! YIKES. I worked until 4:00 instead of 4:30 cuz i got my days confused. It was kinda fun working(the early part sucked cuz I had to read 745873847328 pages of boring crap out of this binder while i was nodding off and had double vision i was so tired- AND it was in a room that was freezing cold and the break room was next door so they had the TV on, eep! THEN, when I finished that B.S. they made me read about the cash register- who reads about a cash register? I learn things by seeing other people do it or explain it to me- so reading about the damn cash register was pretty pointless and i skimmed through it and briefly remember reading about "K" keys and wondering why they were yellow. I felt like a mucho mucho idiot because I fucked everything up for the first hour on the register...well hell, the entire day. I had to ask the cashiers next to me to help and watched a guy with white drool on his lips press buttons on the register. He was a bit lower in terms of intelligence I think, not to be mean or anything, but damn, he was good at that register. I think work is a good thing for me because it gets me the hell outta the club(way station's day program). My only days off this week are Wed. and Thurs. and on Wed. I have an appt with DSS for my SSI. That's bull. I don't care if i get SSI or not because way station takes all but 20$ of it. I don't need that 20$ that bad. I make more even with way station taking half of my checks. It's not that I want to send a big "fuck you" to way station- I just don't like the bothersome crap that I have to do to get the SSI. I don't want to try and name every time i've been in the hospital in the past 5 years- i don't want to search for bank statements from months ago. Regardless I'll go to the damn meeting to appease them. Right now all I want to do is sleep and read and talk to dawn and sam. I sent out some christmas cards for the mailing list im on. Well, I must go, bbl.
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Mollie