J is driving me nuts. She's pounding on the wall with her fist. This is like being in the hospital when someone kirks out. It reminds me of my freaking childhood too which sucks. I get that fight or flight feeling and my heart starts beating a million time a minute. I'm tired of this bullshit of giving people 2,3,even 4 chances and still let them live here. It's fucked up. Some people aren't going to change- or mature for that matter. Oh well. It stopped and no ambulance or cops had to be called. I am thankful. Dawn isn't IMing me and isn't on right now- she's out of where she had been staying. I miss her! :( Come back Dawnie-pooh-pooh-kiss-kiss! I want to binge and purge or SI. i need to eat a small snack instead of bingeing though.