how can i explain spending 63$ in one evening? ugh. im coming off the diet pills and there's fucking withdrawl. Yuck. I feel like crap. I wish I didn't feel like I'm dying (it's like, half panic attack, half physical symptoms). I feel like someone is sitting on my chest. No more diet pills for me. They only had caffeine in them too! It wasn't like it was ephedra. I feel so stupid and shitty and tired. we're going on some haunted hayride tonight. I'm not looking forward to it. If all this is anxiety how is being "scared" going to help? Oh well, maybe I'll feel better later. I have this regret that I didn't buy more diet pills. :/ Oh well...
Saturday, October 22, 2005
About Me
- Name: sadangelx
- Location: Maryland, United States
I'm 22 years old. I live in Maryland. I worked as a supervisor in retail. I tried some college but i dunno if im cut out for that right now. I want to do something in the medical field, though I'm not sure what yet. I've had aspirations of being a doctor (pediatric or GYN). I figure I'll start as a volunteer or something. I have some really close friends that help me a lot. Also, I am an incest/abuse survivor. I have an ED and I self injure. Everyone has their share of bad habits, i just happen to have more destructive ones... anyways- that's me.
1 Comments:
Wise One Say: Cling to other caffienated sources in this time of withdrawl young grasshopper. hehehe :)
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