update on procedure

The procedure went well (as in, really well). They numbed the back of my throat, they had me completely out and the only side effect was the drowsiness from the sedation. They took a sample of my stomach too. They said my stomach was enflamed and they are trying to find out why. I have to drink the Barium stuff and get my small intestines looked at sometime soon. The only pain is I have to re-do my specimen (stool) samples which sucks. The nurse that put my IV in and whatnot turned out to be my old high school nurse, so I felt more comfortable. My therapist is calling at noon today to put me on the sheppard pratt waiting list (yay). I know it will be a long wait but it is worth it. I am having an okay day, therapy was average. Only one part is talking at this point but I figure that's some progress. Today is grocery shopping day (which i hate!!) and I don't have much $$ to get stuff. Tomorrow I go back to work and I don't want to but at least they gave me a decent shift (11-6). I keep having these dreams that I get things I want (material things) and then I wake up and am disappointed. It's kind of weird. I hope to get a car sometime soon but I think it just worries my mom too much. She is in the middle of looking for a job. I am still pissed that my dad got married in August and didn't tell anyone (not that I wanted to go of course!). He is such a liar and he's deceiving. It makes me mad because he didn't tell my mom. Anyways, that's my update, I'll write more later.


(((hugs))),(molliebear)
"She takes the pills to fall asleep,And dream that she's invisible,Tormented dreams she stays awake,Recalls when she was capable"