I'm having a really crappy day. i just feel like cracking into a million little pieces. no one understands why I want to be on SP's waiting list. I can't convey it to them well enough. they don't get it at all, i just want to be on the fucking waiting list, it's A WAITING LIST for christ's sake, and it's like, 2 months long. i need my fucking med. i hate the fucking prior authorization. i just can't take this. It's utter misery. I want to cut so badly, so so badly. I dunno what to do with myself. ill just isolate in my room, the only place i feel okay. this has to get better because i can't imagine it getting any worse.-






mollie