so one of my friends that I met at SP has sent me a suicide note. I don't fucking know what to do, I've e-mailed her multiple times but i dont know if it's soon enough. I've been cutting every night. It makes me sick to think about getting caught. I don't want to go IP. I can't if i ever want out of this place. this is the first time i've ever not wanted to get help for my self injury. my stomach hurts every time i think about someone finding out. i need this. it's selfish, but i need it. <3,





-molliebear