i feel sad right now. im not sure why. i guess im lonely? Even when I'm around people i get lonely. My arm hurts a bit. People always say "did that hurt?" and i say no..then i remember that it is actively hurting. i dunno why i lie, it didn't hurt the day i did it or any time until now. i feel ashamed of the stitches, i wore long sleeves to shield people from seeing it but it gets warm.. i feel like crap. i feel like we should be doing something more today. i want to see my mom. i will see her on monday but it feels like forever away. i dunno what to do for myself.




-molliebear