had a crappy therapy session. talked about food issues. i dont feel like eating ever again. i want to purge already and i ate a light yogurt and a bowl of 100 calorie soup. ugh. i hate being fat. i hate not having friends. i hate being alone. i keep fantasizing about hanging myself. i dont really plan on doing anything, they're just thoughts and crap floating through my head. im alone in this world and i need to realize that. <3,








-molliebear