Sunday, November 05, 2006

unchangeable

im so sick of being fat. i hate it. sometimes i wish i would just die so i wouldn't have to do it myself.i hate my body. im tired of being fat and people asking when im due. i just want it all to end. i know ill end up SI-ing tonight because i just can't take it. no matter how much i puke or walk on the treadmill or use laxatives i will never be skinny and beautiful and normal. i hate me.

1 Comments:

Blogger ShatteredInSilence said...

I'm learning the fine art that skinny ain't fun...

But "fat" (though I dun see you that way) isn't either...

Average has its plainness...

Ever wonder if we'll ever be happy anywhere we are with it?

12:02 AM  

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