fucking ED shit!!!!!AHHHHHHH. This is how much i freaking ate: an ENTIRE pumpkin pie (8 inch),3 crystal lights, one soda, 2 cups of milk, a can of chunky soup, grapes, a cup of applesauce and one bottle of water. IN 2 hours! agh. i felt like i couldn't stop (as i usually do, but tonight i felt like i'd die if i didn't eat all the food). Luckily I haven't purged because my teeth are practically rotting from all this ED shit and phobia of brushing teeth (i just can't do it!). I can handle listerine but that's it. I'm happy just because I've lost 4 pounds so far doing my treadmill stuff. I need to do it longer. So far i've been doing it 3x a week for 30 minutes. I'm trying to up it to an hour cuz i need to lose this weight. it's driving me nuts. I've also lost my drivers license :/ it's on a bus somewhere and i have to call and try to find it tomorrow. My stomach hurts from being so damn full, i hate it.
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Doodle takes dad's scissors to her skin
And when she does relief comes setting in
While she hides the scars she's making underneath her pretty clothes
She sings:Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me?



<3,
-molliebear