i have this weird numbness in my left ring finger. I dunno what's wrong but it won't go away. I have my head CT scan tonight, I'm afraid- pretty much more afraid they'll find nothing and they'll think im a hypochondriac. I like my temp. doc pretty well, but she's located in Westminister and I dunno if I could trek up there when i need to. everyone in my house (my staff) are puking. It's triggering urges for me even tho' I know they all just have stomach bugs or whatever. I feel so lonely. I feel like I have no friends. I saw Deborah today, she had cut her hair in a cute style. I feel like crap. I did my exercise for the day and whatnot, and it didn't really make me feel too much better. I want to be in general housing, our big inspection is tomorrow- everything is clean it's just a matter of keeping it all clean until tomorrow. i feel like SI-ing. My numb finger is really bothering me. oh well, im off, <3,




-molliebear