Promotion! YAY

The promotion I may have mentioned here before went through! I got it!! I'm going to be making 50 cents-a 1$ extra per hour being a "27" (lanes supervisor) (so i'll make 8$ or 8.50) I feel proud for once. I can't get a hold of my mom to tell her- I feel uneasy because i haven't talked to her today and i haven't told her i love her (i have this new paranoia that my family will die and not know i love them. I need to work on my skill entering numbers from the keyboard at work w/o looking. I guess some of it will come with time. I start training next week w/ either one 27 who i <3! or the other one who I don't like so much. I hope it's w/ the one who is nice to me. LOL, she's the one that did my first 4 void afters because i forgot to give people their senior citizen discount. I felt so stupid like people didn't believe i can do this new job. Rhonda (one of my bosses who picked me) has a lot of confidence that I can do it. I sure as hell hope so. I'm going to be working more hours, so I really need a car so I can open the store or do closing when they close at 10pm. One of the 27's was trying to tell me how hard it was and discourage me from taking the position, when i started to look kinda sad/freaked out she was just like "You'll figure it out"- not really all that comforting. I really feel like cutting for some reason - i dunno why. Had another stabbing-behind-the-eye headache today and it sucked. I'm so proud of myself,lol, i haven't even worked there for 6 months yet!! I get a bronze name plate in November for 6 months of working there. I'm excited that im getting closer to getting out of TAY. I also got my goal for October :D I like achieving things like that. So all in all i feel good right now, but that never means anything,lol. Minutes from now i'll be crying for god knows what reason.


<3,


-molliebear

You should see my scars
Try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend.