i hate life. im very agitated. im feeling really really angry. I have a new part named Rose (which is interesting b/c that's my middle name). She is the one dealing with all the anger I think, and she is very present right now. She came out last night and ripped up some papers and punched things (I think, my hand hurts). It's very strange to have an angry part that comes out because I don't deal with anger, I get agitated, but not angry. that's the kind of person i am. anger is a scary emotion. im trying to remain positive but things are just bringing me down. i want to see my mom and im getting really stressed at work. i was on the misses registers alone during a huge swamp of people. People were pissy today. It just added to my negative attitude. By the end of the day I was ready to scream or cry or just run out of the building and quit. Good thing I don't have to work tomorrow. I don't have therapy tomorrow either because of the "holiday". I dunno if I can make it to therapy on Friday given my schedule. I'm going to go and find a good book and maybe that will calm me down. <3,



-molliebear