bullshit

I'm so sick of living at TAY. I feel like they're watching us ready to fail. I want out. They keep expecting more and more out of us and it's overwhelming. It makes me want to cut and isolate in my room. We had our privileges taken away until Monday because we didn't take the trash out on Wed. This irritates me because 4 of the people living in this house (including me) had just got back from a trip to Ocean City and we had woken up at 5am, it was 10 o'clock at night for christ's sakes. Let's just say our trash was the last thing on our mind. Now,we have no phone, no internet (im writing this with a computer at the club), no going anywhere, no visitors. AGH. I hate it. I'm homesick when I can't talk to my mother. I was going to go out with her today but now I can't. Stupid fucking consequences. I hate it. I feel like a complete and utter child here. Agh, I just want to scream and pound on the walls to let this anger out. It's been brewing for such a long time and I just keep pushing it down and away but one day it's gonna snap. I have to go, lunch is being served. I <3 Dawn!!! <3,




-(a very pissed off) molliebear