7,300$ down the drain

I have the theme song to Mr. Rogers stuck in my head! AGH!! I'm feeling a little better today because I had yesterday and today off. I go back tomorrow though and I don't wanna,lol. I want the $$ but i dunno. If I didn't live in Way Station I would have 7,300$ in my pocket right now! They took ALL of my backpaid SSI!!!! GRRRRR. SSI sends me 603$ a month and I get 20$ of it. TWENTY DOLLARS! Agh. Hopefully when I move out I can get that money and use it for rent or whatever. I guess I shouldn't complain b/c I get 102$ a month just because. MA is getting to be a pain in the ass- some people who have it are starting to get co-pays and I hope I don't. I miss Dawn!!! J. is on peer restriction- and I hate to say it but I'm enjoying it. Well, I'm prolly' only in a good mood b/c of the Retiva. I have to see my pdoc today, I dunno what to say about my anxiety, i dunno what would help. Oh well, I get to see my mom and maybe my grandma. I miss my grandma!! I had a dream with my aunt in it, she was holding me while i was crying. i woke up feeling like she was really there, it was kinda comforting. I miss her so much. She was too young to die. :'( At least she's in heaven watching over me. Gotta go, <3,



-molliebear