im so nauseated. i feel horrible. i have a bit of a headache and feel generally tired and sore. i want to find a good book to cuddle up with. my mom ditched me again, she isn't feeling well and doesn't want to see me. i dont know when im getting my car. i just feel numb right now. numb and tired. i want to sleep and never wake up. i dont want to go IP. hershey park was awesome. i want that thrill again. im off today and tomorrow and work something like 4-8 on Wed. I had no therapy last week. i dont know what to do to feel better. i just want to throw my hands in the air and give up. someone love me. <3,






-molliebear