so i sit and stare at the screen for five minutes...

First off- The Hills Have Eyes (movie) SUCKED. I hated it, and there was a lot of gore (it didn't disturb me, though i thought other people might be triggered by it). The previews showed the best parts of the movie pretty much. Second- our handyman, Randy, is away in California- our toilet is acting up again, the towel rack broke, and i dropped a knife down the kitchen sink. These are all things he would fix, if he wasn't on vacation. I have an appointment with Dr. Brewster (that's how the said the name I think..) tomorrow about my weird blood sugar (we think that's the problem) issues and whatnot. I have not seen this doctor, I don't even know if it's a man or a woman- but I find the last name amusing. It reminds me of Punky, haha. I don't want to see a new doctor because I don't want them to ask me if I'm pregnant (I hate that!!) or comment on my weight. I know I'm fat and out of shape and disgusting, just let me be and know it and not have to be told/reminded everyday. These kind of situations are what inspire the purging and restricting. People don't understand that you can be overweight, obese even, and have an eating disorder where you starve yourself at times. My hand has been getting worse, the palm is getting numb as well as the fingers, the one immediate care doctor said i just sprained my thumb but if i sprained it, why does it feel numb? why is it still bothering me after like, 2 weeks? Oh well, maybe I'll mention it with the new doctor I see tomorrow. I'm not sure how much I'm going to trust them. well, im at the library, so i better get to reading or finding good books. <3,



-a largely PMSing molliebear