DID is shitty ^_^ . btw: FUD!
blah, feel like shit. should be IP but refuse. i need a miracle to keep me out. d(housemate) said that if i pray long enough things will get better. No one sees the sorrow and the pain. Hidden by long sleeves and pants. I don't want anyone to *see* them, i just want them to understand that im hurting. So many people think it's for attention, or it's a trend- well, if it's for attention apparently the first 50 times i got caught doing it wasn't enough, and if it's a trend it must be a damn long one since i was six! So fuck off people that don't understand. sorry to be harsh but everyone is trying to talk at once and that's what Olivia is trying to say. Marina of course is all "you shouldn't have had the starbucks drink!now we're going to get more fat" and then there's sarah: "you didn't cut deep enough/long enough/bad enough/bleed enough." UGhhhhhh, would they all just shut up? no. they never do. im trying to *think* here without the peanut gallery commenting on everything we do!
posted by sadangelx at 1:11 AM
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It's never quiet on this end either...so hard to clear yer head when there's so much shit in there. I know what you mean about the attention/trend thing...it's like...well maybe the first 3000 (literally at least) din show the sorry so clearly the attention thing is botched. And trend...ok...fuckin shoes are trends...not slicing up yer skin!
Enough said...basically...I can never feel exactly what you feel, but yer not alone in the seemingly endless pain...love yer guts!
I <3 u!
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