black abyss of insanity

I know this will be temporary I know this will be, but I've had enough ---------------------------------------------------- FUUUUUUUUUUU...

So there's a shitty fight going on between my brother and my mom. It's scaring the crap outta me and I want to run. I want to purge,...

So, things are kind of crappy. Struggling is well known though, so I guess it's not really new territory. Things are strained, therapy i...

Not too much going on... Have still been searching for rooms/apartments/townhouses to share. I've been catching up on the Grey's ana...

So, still searching for rooms for rent/ apartments... I'm not very good at this. I'm running into dead ends. I can't get anywher...

So it's early (for me at least)... am looking over apartments/rooms for rent more (have almost had enough of that crap). Really tired, s...

Yeah, so I ODed on 90 Klonopin a while ago.. it was a really stupid thing to do... yeah. So I spent 3 days at the medical hospital, then got...

So I haven't posted here in ages. I'm doing okay given the circumstances. Just wanted to let everyone know I'm alive and well (f...

So I'm posting again. I'm super bored at my mom's house. She's broke so it eliminates a lot of options. I'm feeling lone...

my ED is kicking my ass. I hate it. I feel so damn guilty. I wonder if this will always haunt me. No matter how much weight I lose it's...

So I'm here at my mom's... it's kinda uncomfortable. I feel weird and out of place here. I feel sick to my stomach because I...

I just got out of Sinai hospital today after a 6 day stay. I was having repeated sycope (fainting) episodes. The day before I got admitted I...

So I haven't written here in a while. a lot has gone on. I'm on my way to sheppard pratt again. I was just there in September and th...

PAIN. GRrrrrr. I need to find a medical doctor in Frederick. Dr. Menocal puts me on hold for years and never answers, I don't even get t...

So I'm at crisis house and we're at the library. (note lack of extreme enthusiasm). I'm sore and I hurt, my fibromyalgia med ra...

So I've given up on FMH for basically any care unless I'm bleeding from my eyeballs or unconcious for more than 3 minutes. They suck...

So my life pretty much sucks. My kind, understanding [of mental illness] doctor wants me to see a university doctor because I'm too ...

So it's been forever since I posted last. I'm in my new place still (forget if i mentioned that b4). My bipolar is a mess [going tot...

left hand not broken. yay (or not really, more undiagnosable crap which makes my mom keep talking about what a hypochondriac i am. [which im...

It's been a while since I last updated. I'm doing okay, I'm nervous about moving and everything but at the same time SO happy to...

It's been a long time since I last updated! I don't have consistent computer access. My trauma stuff is going really roughly right n...

It's been a while since I've been able to write. Since my laptop has been broken I haven't had regular internet access. I've...

So I was totally stressed out about my french class. I have an A right now (YAY). I didn't do so poorly on the exam as I thought (we did...