So I've given up on FMH for basically any care unless I'm bleeding from my eyeballs or unconcious for more than 3 minutes. They suck, I hate them, whatever. I have a nodule in my right lung and that scares me though they reassure it's "fine" and have to re- x-ray in 3 months to make sure it doesn't grow or mutate or turn into something bad. I'm having an okay day, I miss dawn a lot and sam. I feel kinda hurt that they might have moved on from me. I feel lonely. I met a guy that I like a lot(friends) but he's still IP. I wish I could be working now, that Kohls hadn't decided to fire me due to my "excessive medical abscences". Hopefully I can get re-hired soon. My medical crap is just this big fog that hangs over me, I physically can't work right now and it's pissing me off. I have physical therapy tomorrow and today my fibromyalgia is REALLY pissing me off because it's bad. Well, gotta go, <3,



-molliebear