So it's 4am and I can't sleep because i took a "nap" at 7 and didn't wake up until 1am. Kinda lonely here. Having impulses to self harm. Also having a feeling I need to go back to SP but I can't because I need to get out of TAY!! agh. it sucks. ive been having more graphic nightmares and been purging more but I don't think anyone knows (well, they know now). I hate being sucked into these things. I feel so fucking fat and disgusting. I've gained 20 pounds since the last time I saw my somatic doc. yuck. anyways, im going to try to read or something so I can get tired. No one is online right now of course, so it sucks. off. <3,





-molliebear