having a hard time today. wanting to self injure so badly. i really want to OD, not the "kill yourself" kind, just the sleep for hours kind. i cant do that though. listening to music to try and ease the impulses. im tired of feeling so alone. i love my gf but i feel so dead inside i feel like i dont deserve her. i feel so crappy right now, ugh. i feel alone. i just want to sleep the rest of the evening. i am numb. i dunno what to do. im restricting which makes me feel better. i dunno what to do. off.






-molliebear