I'm out of the hospital. I'm feeling sad and out of place and weird. my roomate is away for the holidays so i have the apartment to myself. i feel so damn fat and i want to purge. i can't though..damn broken toilet (can't double flush in case i left anything). crappy night.
I'm 22 years old. I live in Maryland. I worked as a supervisor in retail. I tried some college but i dunno if im cut out for that right now. I want to do something in the medical field, though I'm not sure what yet. I've had aspirations of being a doctor (pediatric or GYN). I figure I'll start as a volunteer or something. I have some really close friends that help me a lot. Also, I am an incest/abuse survivor. I have an ED and I self injure. Everyone has their share of bad habits, i just happen to have more destructive ones... anyways- that's me.