have a stomach ache. all i ate was chicken noodle soup and some gatorade. ugh. considering going to bed now. im feeling lonely (what else is new?). i dont have any friends. when i leave this house ill be totally alone. i'll just be somebody that they used to know (listening to elliot smith.. is it evident?). trying hard not to self injure though it's probably going to be one of those nights. ive been having fantasies about strangling myself with a belt..i can avoid that tonight though. well, im going to bed. <3,






-molliebear