therapy was stressful , i cried afterwards. im scared my dad will find me. im worried about the stupid grocery store and getting chores done and doing everything right. I hate feeling/living this way because it's exhausting. I'm nervous about the dentist tomorrow because of how bad of shape my teeth are in. im embarrassed about my bulimia, and i want staff to go back with me but i dont want them to know how lately ive been purging. i dont even binge most of the time, just purge. I hope they wont try to send me off somewhere. im really tired, i want to take a nap but i wet the bed during a nightmare so all my bedding is awaiting the wash. i feel so shitty and low. i wish i could have a hug, but i dont want my dirty yuckyness rubbing off on anyone. <3,


-molliebear