craptastic

i am having an okay day. what makes it craptastic is that i have to go to the dentist tomorrow and i am scared shitless. I haven't been in WAY too long and I'm scared they're going to tell me i need dentures. Everyone keep reassuring me that wont be the case but i wont stop freaking untl the dentist tells me i wont need them. I know it's kinda shallow (to worry about dentures) to think like that but im scared of getting teeth pulled. I'm super cold in the damn library. my hands are cold from typing. I keep typing words similar to the one i want to use so im using backspace like 423329582 times. Things are okay at work. I like most of the people I work with but there are a few that are eh... I like having the smaller apartment because then it's less space to clean. Someone new is moving in today. For some reason I'm reminded of the time when I was on the overflow unit at SP and they wrote down i was trying to cut off my legs just because i was cutting on them. haha, no one said anything about that until i got up to the trauma unit and they were like "What the heck?" and fixed it in my chart. People are netorious(sp?) for misenterpreting my words. I dunno why. I'm feeling alright right now but I'm scared of therapy. Of what it will bring up. I worry about "A", she's feeling shitty. Well, I think I'm going to go look for some books or something, <3


-molliebear