having some issues with body memories. gave staff some papers my t gave me to help educate them. "T" and "B" (staff memebers) are going to come to one of my therapy sessions to be educated about my disorder. having issues with eating, and lied to my psychiatrist about that, minimized the self injury, trying to be positive for them. had an okay therapy session, was a bit manicky. im trying to eat less so i can lose more weight. i haven't technically lost weight, but my clothes are fitting looser. im worried about "A", she's a good friend of mine and i worry about her safety. We tend to stick together because we share some troubles. I'm feeling a little anxious. "D" is laughing hilariously at who the hell knows what. we're going to the grocery store lately. now "D" is crying because "J" made fun of her acne. poor thing. it was a very ignorant thing to say. boys have a tendency to do this- they fuck things up. great... now "E" is snapping the rubber band on her wrist making welts .... time to go