cleaned today. got a shower. my alcoholic (practically) brother got taken away by the cops last night but my mom doesn't know if he's in the hospital or in jail because he's 18 now. She wants to commit him so he'll take some medicine but i dunno if she can do that since he's "an adult". so i don't get to see her today, she's supposedly coming on tuesday. i feel kinda blah today. i dont want to feel yucky, but im kinda numb so im not anxious all the time. im excited about going to the dentist, i want these teeth to stop hurting. i miss dawn even though i know she's just really busy. i miss sam, sometimes i get these thoughts that no one really wants to be my friend. bleh. <3,




-molliebear