hey, haven't updated in a bit. Things are okay, still having panic attacks on and off, but hey, what can ya do. Work is okay i guess, I'm kinda getting out of the "I hate work" rut I was in. It was like, 2 weeks where i just really didn't want to go. I want to go now b/c i keep thinking of my paycheck. I'm totally broke and I owe WSI a whole dollar and some cents. I want to get DDR but I have no money of course, and I would need a PS2 and the game and the pads, blah blah blah. Maybe it'll be a gift or some sort. I have therapy today so hopefully that will help these anxious episodes. I e-mailed Dawn and I hope she finds the time to write back. I miss her a lot :( and I dunno where Sam is, I'm sure she's busy with school but I feel like im just a part of her "sick" era and she doesn't want to talk to me anymore now that she
's "well". I'll try to e-mail her and if she doesn't respond i dunno, i guess ill give up, i dunno. it's hard when you don't have that many friends beside people you met in the hospital (not dissing on those, they can be great friends!). I don't really have any friends at work, at least not the kind that would hang out with me after work or on my days off. well, i gotta go, gonna look for some books. <3,


-molliebear