im feeling like shit (still). my therapies went poorly. im having a lot of PTSD symptoms. i dont have any ativan PRN left cuz i didnt fill it. i want to cry but the tears dont come. i want the razor instead. it's so hard. i made it the whole hospital stay with no self injury (this may have been the first time i did that). i feel like porcelain and im going to fall to the floor and break into a million tiny pieces. i just want the pain to stop. i dont know what to do besides cut. i miss my friends. <3,





-molliebear