i feel like shit. i slept 5 hours today and i just want to go back to bed. i have school work to do. my ed is doing shitty (im having food texture issues along with the whole having things in my mouth deal), i want to cut, and i haven't talked to my best friend in at least a week (come back dawn!) i feel like im crashing, inching closer and closer to IP. I hate it. I just feel so hopeless right now. I dont feel like I have a future. J is out tonight, she might get kicked out of the program (I dunno if I'd mind at this point) and the new guy went back wherever he came from. i like the new guy. "A" has been having trouble all day and I'm just waiting for her to blow. i hate my life right now. i feel like i have nothing to look forward to. im just a fat, ugly slob. please end it someone. <3,




-molliebear