i am the eternal fuck up

so the way station woman who was shot is in critical condition. it appears that it was her ex-husband who shot her. She works in the family preservation program for Frederick. I don't know her but still feel upset about this. Taking the diet pills again. Cant let the t know cuz she'd go crazy. got a notice from Kohls about how they can't accept me (I did the pee test and the lab never called to ask about the Adderall xr im on [which makes a positive result for amphetamines]). going to try to get a letter from my pdoc explaining im on the med for a reason. hopefully they'll take me back. if i can't go back im going to be really upset because I have looked for a job SO hard and haven't gotten one yet. It's ridiculous. You'd think they think I have leprosy or something. bye <3,




-molliebear