i am nothing.

i dont know what to say. the ed is getting bad, im depressed and feel hopeless. i feel fat, ugly, and disgusting. i dont think anyone will ever want me. i want to cut. cut out all the bad, all the hurt, all the yuckiness inside of me. i want to be thin. thin to see bones. thin to starve. i know this is sick but i wish it. i want to weigh under 100 pounds. i dont have enough will power. i am weak. i am weak and pitiful. i am nothing. <3,



-molliebear