I believe in hell, because I sometimes think that I am living in it.

i purged. i haven't done that in i dunno how long. i feel like such a failure. i dont even know if I got it all up. My teeth have lost their enamel and i don't want to go IP for an ED. I've heard really crappy things about ED units and I definitely don't want to go to one. I shouldn't have to, I'm actually *overweight* and all my lab work comes up okay so how can I need IP? i need sleep. god damn marina/sarah, give us a break.