and it goes on and on and on and on and on.........................

So I haven't heard from Sam or Dawn and I'm worried. About both of them. I'm back into that weird night time thing where i get really anxious when it gets dark. I feel less anxious when I talk to them. I get *really* anxious when I think about going to bed. I feel alone. I miss having friends. Lately I feel like I'm the only person on earth. I feel alone when I'm with people. All I have is my music and books and my laptop. I feel lonely enough to cry. It's pretty pitiful. I live with two roomates and I'm lonely. Okay, I think i've stressed how lonely i am adequately. I did nothing meaningful today, didn't really speak to anyone about anything really purposeful. My hope is just not to get strep throat from J :P that would SUCK. I don't wanna be sick, I don't think I could handle it on top of all the stress about inspections and a new person moving in and all that crap. I just feel extra anxious right now but i can get a klonopin when i get my night meds. hopefully that will get it more manageable. I LOVE DAWN AND SAM!!!


<3,
-molliebear



-P.S.- I'm not getting 400$ in tax returns, I'm getting more like 50$, Tomika was confused :/