now it's my turn to have a crappy time. im having super issues with eating. i don't know what i need. it's all crashing down.i hurt inside. im having body memories, i feel like im going to puke, i feel fat and disgusting for what i *am* eating, i've been self injuring too much. it just fucking sucks. my best friend is busy and i can't talk to her (which helps enormously, she understands). i want to just throw my hands up in the air and give up. the food i am eating is making me have stomach cramps. i'll know the taste of pepto forever. i dont know what i need. i feel scared and sad and i miss my mom. i hurt. wonder what's wrong with me...






-xxmolliebearxx