im freaking out. i want to purge, i want to restrict. and i cant do these things because of my god damn gallstone shit. im regressing ED wise. People say "you can't have an ED, you're too fat". i am fat i know. im working on it, please leave me alone i hate myself too, don't worry about it. and no, im not due, i havent had a baby, i have no kids. NOTHING. i hate myself and want to be somewhere else, some limbo between dead and alive. XxmolliebearxX