the club let out early. kinda bummed because i wanted to go to the library (it's a group at the club). i wish i could take a nap but jess would yell at me. i want to get the new Dry book by Augusten burroughs and it's on hold but i can't get it b/c i have no day passes until wed. im tired. my teeth are really bothering me. jess is in a crappy mood and im scared to ask for a PRN. i want the snow to stop. i dont wanna shovel :P i want to crawl up in my warm bed and sleep.i need to clean my room more and i dun wanna. yuck. the snow is depressing. i have two therapy appt's today- one interview and a possible termination. im scared. I'm scared to see a guy therapist (so are parts). blah. god damn me for having an ED. i fucked up my teeth royally and its all my fault. god im such a fuck up. off. im scared ill need dentures. :( off. <3



-molliebear