i fucked up again

okay, so I went to the somatic doc (she was awesome) and told her about the chest pain and whatnot, so they did an EKG and it was okay but they put me on a heart monitor for the next 24 hours. i was supposed to work 12-4:30 or so and it needs to come off tomorrow at 4. So i rescheduled work for 8-1 so all this could fit. Well, now that we're all the way home I realise I am supposed to have therapy tomorrow at 10 ,fuckkkkkkk. She's getting so sick of me calling out, I feel so bad but I can't reschedule work again. i feel like shit! i am a terrible patient. agh. i feel terrible. i wish dawn wasn't away :( well, im off to try and install the SIMs. <3,




-molliebear