Today SUCKED!

Today was definitely worse. I had a customer tell me she got the worst customer service today than anywhere else she'd ever been. It wasn't really my fault but she was irritated and took her anger out on me, I wanted to cry, but I played the adult role and didn't take it to heart right then. I'm not really worried she's going to give my boss or manager a bad report on me, because they know I'm not rude or anything, I just feel pissed that she was such a bitch. All my other customers were very nice and patient. I wanted to cut so bad but I've managed to hold back from acting on the impulses. I wanted to purge but realized i had not eaten and it would just be stomach acid. "A" is IP again, apparently from drinking some detergent of some sort. I feel totally dissociative right now. Well, not much else to say about the day other than it SUCKED. I wish I could have a hug, a real one. I'm off to read. <3,



-molliebear