Still can't get in touch with that Rhonda lady who I have to talk to about the Kohls thing. I hope they rejected me b/c of the pee test and not because of something else. my head is throbing and I want to go home for the weekend. I hope my apartment is clean enough. i hope my mom says i can come over and stay for the weekend. I need to get away from TAY for a bit. It's getting too much to handle kinda. I miss Dawn and I feel even more miserable knowing she won't be back online for 2-4 months or longer than if she stayed a month somewhere else. Don't get me wrong, I want her to get the help and she deserves it, but I have that selfish desire (1. because I can't go to such a good place and 2. I want to talk to her "live"). I wish I could go there for a while but I'd lose my bed at TAY and whatnot. I dunno where I'd go after that. Well, I dunno what else to say- my t let me out early today (for some reason), which is good, because I was getting really tired(when I work in therapy I get really tired b/c my parts try to shut us down) and didn't want to sleep in front of her, lol. okay, now im off for good, <3,




-molliebear